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Introspection

Yesterday was kind of rough, as you may have deduced from the succinct entry I posted. Instead of going into painstaking detail as to why I’ll summarize.

  • Rebecca called me late in the night and we had a heart to heart about my recent actions. She feels that maybe I’m getting a little too out of control after our breakup (you guys just don’t know) and the thing is…she might have a point.
  • Face seat is the worst message responder ever. I’ll write her something, and she’ll reply like six hours later. I’m not used to that shit. It’s aggravating, to be honest.
  • My brother was in a car wreck last night. I damn near had a mental breakdown when the friend he was with called and told me, and because I was operating on next to no sleep I may have responded extra badly. He was sent to the hospital, but it looks like he’s going to be OK. The car was destroyed, and he was hurt pretty bad…I’m actually tearing up now as I type this. If anything would ever happen to that man, it’s game over for me.
  • My assistant (and my brother’s fiancée) has been at my house all night pacing and making me even more anxious. And then she drops a bombshell on me I wasn’t expecting: she’s pregnant. She was going to surprise my brother last night with the news but…well…

There you have it. My yesterday. I was too frazzled to socialize or mess with my Diary, but I did promise you guys an explanation.

Today was basically me calling the hospital every hour asking about his progress. As I write this he still hasn’t woke up, but physically he seems to be fine. Natalie (his fiancée) is staying the night again tonight, as is Anne (my friend/client). Me? I’m going to drink and try to write.

Sleep well…

I love you.

 

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“For male and female alike, the bodies of the other sex are messages signaling what we must do, they are glowing signifiers of our own necessities.”
– John Updike

8 Comments

  1. EJ on 10th November 2017 at 10:29 pm

    Fuck! I hope your brother wake sup soon, hun! I’m hoping things get better for you! I know it’s a bad time to say it, but congrats on becoming a future aunt badass! 😁 I’m here if you need someone to ramble to! 💗💗💗💗😘😘😘😘

    • Alexa Nichols on 11th November 2017 at 8:02 pm

      I know, and I may take you up on that offer soon. 🙂

      • EJ on 11th November 2017 at 10:10 pm

        I’m here all night, hun! You have my email for venting, sweetie! 💗💗💗💗😘😘😘😘😘

        • Alexa Nichols on 12th November 2017 at 8:00 pm

          Get your ass back on Twitter. That’s an order. 😀

          • EJ on 12th November 2017 at 11:24 pm

            TRUST ME, I want to be back on twitter! I’m having withdrawls so bad that I’ve considered actually fucking using my facebook! lol I can’t even file an appeal for my suspension, because they want the suspended account to fucking log in to file the appeal form, and when suspended I get a “username cannot be found in our database”, their “support email” is a fucking computer responder, I can’t find a damn phone number for customer service, either!



  2. Ronnie Mullins on 10th November 2017 at 10:53 pm

    I’ll pray for a speedy recovery for your brother but conrats on being an aunt in the making. Hope tomorrow is better for you. Much love

  3. Richie on 11th November 2017 at 11:54 am

    Hi Alexa, wow! That’s a lot of shit to happen in one day. Sorry to hear all of this but happy to hear you’ll be an Aunty soon! That should be fun. Congratulations!

    Richie

    • Alexa Nichols on 11th November 2017 at 8:02 pm

      Thank you. 🙂 It is exciting. I’ll be the coolest aunt ever.

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