Waiting

She said she needed some time to think. Which shouldn’t have pissed me off, but for some reason it did. Not that I let her know that. I simply told her I understood (lie), would be patient (lie) and would give her all the space she needed (probably a lie – too soon to tell).

Of course, we did have a fairly deep conversation before she came to this conclusion, and I guess I should be glad she didn’t bust out laughing and tell me hell no. The fact that she even wants to think about it tells me there is still a chance.

I’m keeping my fingers crossed.

My professional (i.e., writer) life was a bit on the unproductive side, but that was to be expected considering I literally got zero sleep last night. None. Too much on my mind. I did end up Facebook chatting with Natalie (my assistant) for about an hour. She is so awesome…my brother could definitely do worse.

Maybe I’ll be able to sleep tonight and tomorrow will be saner.

Maybe…

 

#Alexa