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Alexa, AKA Chicken Wench…

June 4, 2018Dear Diary,

As some of you know, I couldn’t sleep last night, so I decided to spend some time figuring out how to spread my time over my five author accounts and writing that woman’s story on domestic violence and sexual abuse. It’s not an easy one to write. Trying to figure out what to fictionalize, what to keep accurate, and how to put it all together in an entertaining (if that’s the right word) way is a lot more challenging than I thought it would be.

It’s an enriching and interesting experience, no doubt.

It’s also uncomfortable.

This woman went through some things.

She showed me some of her scars when she was telling me everything that happened, even some of her more…intimate ones, and the entire time I was thinking how easy my life has been in comparison. So many people have it so much worse than we do, and yet we complain like our lives are just soul-crushing.


I also took Anne grocery shopping and got a good chunk of the outline done for Voyeur Season 2 Episode 2. (If you haven’t read any of this series, please do so!) I even redid the cover to something I’m actually happy with. Finally. 🎉

And then I talked to Rebecca for a bit through Facebook Messenger. It was…interesting. It kind of put me in a weird emotional place after, which is why I was so shocked when Anne randomly strolled by and called me a chicken wench. I have no idea what that means, but that triggered a long round of smack-talking and laughing that pulled me out of the funk I was in. I really needed that. Maybe that was why she did it to begin with. 🤔

Evil ostrich-looking motherfucker. 😅

Goodnight (hopefully) loves.

Tomorrow: writing like the demoness I am.



“I really think that sex always looks kind of funny in a movie.”

– William Friedkin


  1. Ronnie Mullins on June 4, 2018 at 8:28 pm

    Yeah it’s easy to forget that no matter what we have gone through but there is always someone that has been through a lot worse in life. Gotta love Anne. Sleep well mother fucker kinky dreams to you

  2. Anne Barrett on June 4, 2018 at 8:35 pm

    I love you too Alexa, I love putting a smile on your face. Keep your head up. Everything is ok. Keep up on your writing I am proud of you. Sleep tight don’t let the bed bugs bite.

  3. Lamar on June 4, 2018 at 8:40 pm

    It drives it home for me despite my life growing up but the idea of the story would really hard to pull off yet you can do this. CHICKEN WRENCH, I SEE but I don’t get it. 😅😅🤔🤔

    • Alexa Nichols on June 5, 2018 at 11:31 pm

      I don’t get it either! 😅 Anne’s always saying crazy/funny shit like that. Gotta love it. I need that kind of randomness in my life!

  4. Richie on June 5, 2018 at 11:01 am

    Hi Alexa, I meant to respond to your request in yesterday’s post about opinions on whether you should have social media accounts for the other pen names you use.

    My vote is YES! Everybody reads a book wondering about the mind and personality of the author whose creativity and intellect you’re being exposed to by their written word. So, yes, if you create social media accounts for those pen names it will give a “face” to the author who wrote those powerful words and sentences.

    Hope this helps.


    • Alexa Nichols on June 5, 2018 at 11:33 pm

      OK. I get your point. Hmm. I might just stick with the big three though: Facebook, Twitter, and Google Plus…although lately, I’ve been thinking about ditching Facebook altogether. 🤔

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